{"id":774,"date":"2024-12-18T00:39:00","date_gmt":"2024-12-18T00:39:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.xn--advnx-ira.de\/wp\/?p=774"},"modified":"2024-12-21T13:06:30","modified_gmt":"2024-12-21T13:06:30","slug":"18-dezember-etwas","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.xn--advnx-ira.de\/wp\/?p=774","title":{"rendered":"18. Dezember &#8211; Etwas"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Etwas <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">schlummert in dir<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">und wartet auf sein Erwachen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Etwas<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">will ausbrechen<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">sich aufb\u00e4umen<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">sich zeigen<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Etwas <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">br\u00fcllt dich an<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">treibt dich voran <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">erstickt dich<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">bis du keine Luft mehr bekommst<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">qualvoll am Boden krampfst<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">und dich fragst wo du falsch abgebogen bist<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">verloren<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">alles was dir wichtig war<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">alleine<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">und das nicht freiwillig<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">orientierungslos<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">und<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">hoffnungslos<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">denkst du<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">ist ETWAS schlecht?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Etwas <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">schenkt dir Feuer und Tatendrang<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">verlangt dir alles ab<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">zwingt dich zur H\u00f6chstleistung<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">ist nicht zufrieden mit dem Minimum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">finden statt suchen<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Etwas <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">ist manchmal ungeduldig<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">f\u00e4ngt an zu suchen<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">statt zu finden<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">oder bin das ich?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">wenn das Etwas doch was Heiliges<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">in mir ist<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">wie kann ich dann Etwas f\u00fcr meinen Schmerz verantwortlich machen?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Etwas<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">ist nicht zu greifen<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">unerkl\u00e4rbar<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">und doch versuche ich Verst\u00e4ndnis aufzubauen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Etwas <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">ist einfach da<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">in mir<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">lebt es<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">formt mich<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">macht mich aus<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">und ich sage dir ehrlich<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">ich lebe gerne damit<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">auch wenn ich nicht wei\u00df was es ist<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">denn <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Etwas <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">f\u00fcllt mich aus.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Die Qualen die ich erleide<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">die Unsicherheit die mich begleitet<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">die Differenzen zwischen mir und anderen<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">all das<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">ist Leben<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">auf der Suche nach meinem Weg<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">statt meinen Lebenspfad zu finden.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p 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