{"id":476,"date":"2023-06-09T16:05:24","date_gmt":"2023-06-09T16:05:24","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.xn--advnx-ira.de\/wp\/?p=476"},"modified":"2024-11-16T03:55:49","modified_gmt":"2024-11-16T03:55:49","slug":"spiralausbruch","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.xn--advnx-ira.de\/wp\/?p=476","title":{"rendered":"Spiralausbruch"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Woher kommt sie?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Warum ist sie so \u00fcberw\u00e4ltigend? <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Wie werde ich sie los?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ich WILL sie nicht!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Oder doch?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Verdammte Eifersucht.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Das Gef\u00fchl zu kurz zu kommen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Das Gef\u00fchl austauschbar zu sein.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Das Gef\u00fchl machtlos zu sein, in einer Situation, die man kontrollieren will.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Das Gef\u00fchl.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Wichtig? L\u00e4hmend? Richtungsweisend? &#8211; Schei\u00dfe!!!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">H\u00fcpf &#8211; H\u00fcpf &#8211; H\u00fcpf<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Boing &#8211; Boing &#8211; Boing<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">ARGHHHH<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Machtlos<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Verlustangst?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Vertrauenslos.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Gerechtfertigt?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Wann muss man k\u00e4mpfen?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Und wer sagt mir bittesch\u00f6n, wann der richtige Zeitpunkt zum k\u00e4mpfen ist?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Wann muss ich loslassen?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Und wer sagt mir bittesch\u00f6n, wann der richtige Zeitpunkt zum loslassen ist?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Gleichgewicht, Harmonie, Blabla.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Unausgeglichen. Und ich habe auch nicht das Bed\u00fcrfnis zum Gleichgewicht zur\u00fcck kehren zu wollen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Leidensdruck durch Schieflage<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Genussvoll?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Menschlich?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ich?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Vereinbarkeit mit meinen Geliebten. Aushaltbar?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ich drehe mich im Kreis. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ich WILL.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Aus Angst es nicht zu erlangen rebelliere ich. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Gegen mich selbst.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Verschlie\u00dfe mich.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Reagiere \u00fcber. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Renne weg.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Antipathie<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Assozialit\u00e4t.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Liebe und Harmonie<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Friede und Freundschaft<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Spa\u00df und Ausgelassenheit<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Leichtigkeit<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Gefangen im Gegensatz. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Gefangen in der M\u00f6glichkeit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Gefangen in mir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Doch dann: Der Ausbruch<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Eine einzige kleine Entscheidung<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">F\u00fcr die Liebe<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">F\u00fcr Vertrauen<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">F\u00fcr das Jetzt<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">F\u00fcr mich<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Das w\u00fcnsche ich mir.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Woher kommt sie? Warum ist sie so \u00fcberw\u00e4ltigend? Wie werde ich sie los? Ich WILL sie nicht! Oder doch? Verdammte Eifersucht. Das Gef\u00fchl zu kurz zu kommen. Das Gef\u00fchl austauschbar zu sein. Das Gef\u00fchl machtlos zu sein, in einer Situation, die man kontrollieren will. Das Gef\u00fchl. Wichtig? L\u00e4hmend? Richtungsweisend? &#8211; Schei\u00dfe!!! 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