{"id":1012,"date":"2026-09-07T22:38:21","date_gmt":"2026-09-07T22:38:21","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.xn--advnx-ira.de\/wp\/?p=1012"},"modified":"2026-09-07T22:38:21","modified_gmt":"2026-09-07T22:38:21","slug":"wut","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.xn--advnx-ira.de\/wp\/?p=1012","title":{"rendered":"Wut"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Bis hierhin und keinen Millimeter weiter. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Grenzen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Wut.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Grenze!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Wut!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ohnmacht.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Noch mehr Wut&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Unverstanden sein<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">gegen eine Wand rennen<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Machtlos<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Unverstanden<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Respektlos<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Alleingelassen<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">unbek\u00fcmmert<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">unbeteiligt<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">alleingelassen <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Wut<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Flucht<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Einsamkeit<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Kravall<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Knall<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Wut<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Flucht<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Flucht<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Wut<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Kampf<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Zorn<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Streit<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">R\u00fcckzug<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Kalt<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Eiskalt<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Wut<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Tr\u00e4nen<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ohnmacht<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Einsamkeit. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Hier bin ich also.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Auf dem Boden.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Wei\u00df noch aus noch ein.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Nur so<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">so geht es nicht<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Flucht so schmerzhaft<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Die Einsamkeit schreit mich an<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Der Verlust h\u00e4ngt sich an meine Schultern<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">die Idealisierung kocht in meinen Adern und schreit<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">die Sehnsucht<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">die Hoffnung<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">und in all dem<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">dieser unfassbare<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">alles umh\u00fcllende<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Schmerz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">WUT <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">OHNMACHT<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">WUT<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Hier ist meine Grenze<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Bis hierhin und nicht weiter<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">H\u00f6rst du nicht?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Sag mal: H\u00d6RST DU NICHT? <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Verdammt. Ich glaub ich spreche eine andere Sprache. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ich lebe ein Leben<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">bin mittendrin<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">ich bin eine Frau! <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Und wenn ich will.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Dann kann ich ein ganz<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">ein ganz ganz anderes Leben f\u00fchren. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ich bleibe. Weil ich glaube.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Aber ich lerne <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">ich habe immer die Option.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ich bin eine Frau.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Und ich bin w\u00fctend.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Meine Kraft<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">mein Leben<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">zu leben.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Meins. und nur meins.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Glaube nicht du kannst mir sagen wer ich bin,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">oder wer ich zu sein habe. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Wut.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ich ziehe meinen Kopf nicht ein<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">und ficke die Harmonie<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Schei\u00df auf sie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Wut. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Rollt<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u00fcber <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">dich <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">der Raum geh\u00f6rt mir<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">ich werde nicht schweigen<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">brav sein<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">gehorsam <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">nett<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">ich schreie<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">weine<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">br\u00fclle<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">k\u00e4mpfe<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">trete <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">und schlage um mich<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">bis die Teile in mir<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">zerschlagen von dir<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">sich einen<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">und der Friede einkehrt<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Wut <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">ich h\u00f6re dir zu. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Bis hierhin und keinen Millimeter weiter. Grenzen. Wut. Grenze! Wut! Ohnmacht. Noch mehr Wut&#8230; Unverstanden sein gegen eine Wand rennen Machtlos Unverstanden Respektlos Alleingelassen unbek\u00fcmmert unbeteiligt alleingelassen Wut Flucht Einsamkeit Kravall Knall Wut Flucht Flucht Wut Kampf Zorn Streit R\u00fcckzug Kalt Eiskalt Wut Tr\u00e4nen Ohnmacht Einsamkeit. Hier bin ich also. Auf dem Boden. 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